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Disintegration

by Daniel Noah Miller

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1.
Otherway 02:50
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TURNED OUT TO BE NOTHING MORE TO SAY CIRCLING THE FOUNTAIN CARRYING THE WEIGHT YOU HAD TO KNOW WHY I WOULD NOT FIGHT LOOKING FOR AN ANSWER THAT I COULD NOT PROVIDE THAT I COULD NOT PROVIDE TRIED TO TELL YOU I'M NEVER SURE WHEN TO CRY YOU’RE WATCHING ME TO SEE A SIGN I KNOW YOU HATE TO LOOK THE OTHER WAY TO LOOK THE OTHER WAY WIND OFF THE HILLS FILLING IN THE HOLES BROKEN CONVERSATIONS TEARING DOWN THE ROAD YOU HAD TO KNOW SHOUTING ON THE DRIVE NEEDING UNDERSTANDING THAT I COULD NOT PROVIDE THAT I COULD NOT PROVIDE TRIED TO TELL YOU I DID MY BEST TO HIDE ALL THE ANGER YOU LOVE TO FIND I KNOW YOU HATE TO LOOK THE OTHER WAY TO LOOK THE OTHER WAY INTO THE SILENCE THE ABSENCE OF MIND I HOPE THAT YOU CAN NOT TO FORGET THE TIME BUT TO BE REMINDED THAT I WAS THERE THOUGHT I TRIED TO TELL YOU I'M NEVER SURE WHEN TO CRY AND YOU’RE WATCHING ME TO SEE A SIGN I KNOW YOU HATE I KNOW YOU HATE BUT IT’S OK TO LOOK THE OTHER WAY TO LOOK THE OTHER WAY
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Opening Me 02:39
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I WANT TO SAVOR OUR FINAL DAYS ALL OF THE LABOR WE’RE STEPPING ON WHO'S GONNA PAY FOR THE TIME YOU WASTE FAKING SOME HATRED I WANT TO KNOW I HOPE YOU’RE NICE WHEN YOU'RE OPENING ME YOU CATCH NO LIGHT WHEN YOU’RE LIVING IN NEED I HOPE YOU CRY WHEN YOU DIG UP THE SEED COME IN GET WARMER A BETTER WAY I SET THE TABLE TO SHARE SOME GRACE I KNOW WE’RE ABLE TO TURN THE PAGE I KNOW WE’RE ABLE TO SHARE A SMILE I HOPE YOU’RE NICE WHEN YOU'RE OPENING ME YOU CATCH NO LIGHT WHEN YOU BURY IT DEEP I HOPE YOU CRY WHEN YOU DIG UP THE SEED THE SEED (OH THE SEED) THE SEED (WHEN YOU’RE BURYING THE THOUGHT OF ME) THE SEED THE SEED I HOPE YOU’RE NICE WHEN YOU'RE OPENING ME YOU CATCH NO LIGHT WHEN YOU’RE LIVING IN NEED I HOPE YOU CRY WHEN YOU DIG UP THE SEED
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Sweet James 02:56
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TANTRUMS IN JULY DON’T YELL SO LOUD INSIDE LET THE ANGELS SLEEP YOU PUT YOUR HANDS ON ME BUT I FORGIVE YOU FOR THE WAY YOU TALK FORGIVE THE MESS YOU MAKE I FORGIVE YOU BUT WE’LL NEVER BE THE SAME SWEET JAMES SWEET JAMES LYING THROUGH YOUR TEETH YOU TURNED MY FRIEND AGAINST ME TAIL BETWEEN YOUR LEGS I WATCHED YOU FAKE YOUR DEATH BUT I FORGIVE YOU FOR THE WAY YOU TALK FORGIVE THE MESS YOU MAKE I FORGIVE YOU BUT WE’LL NEVER BE THE SAME SWEET JAMES THERE’S NO WINDOW FOR A BURNING HEAD SO EVEN WHEN YOU BLAME IT ON ME I CAN SEE YOU SUFFERING BUT I FORGIVE YOU FOR THE HURT YOU CAUSE FORGIVE THE WAY YOU TAKE I FORGIVE YOU BUT WE’LL NEVER BE THE SAME SWEET JAMES YOU’RE WAY TOO TOUGH AND PROUD TO BE THE LOSER OF OUR GAME I FORGIVE YOU BUT WE’LL NEVER BE THE SAME SWEET JAMES SWEET JAMES SWEET JAMES
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Typical 03:21
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ASKING THE ROOM FOR A HEART ON A PLATE AND YOU WANTED ME LIKE A DOG IN A CAGE SHAVING MY HEAD LIKE THE BOY OF YOUR DREAMS KISSING THE HAND THAT YOU HELD OVER ME TYPICAL TO THROW YOUR WEIGHT AROUND LYING THROUGH THE YEARS YOU TORE ME DOWN BUT ANYBODY COULD BE ME SOMEHOW COULD BE ME HATE WHAT YOU HAVE WHEN IT FALLS INTO PLACE SHOOTING THE MOON WITH A FROWN ON YOUR FACE ASK FOR A WORD AND YOU'RE ACTING LIKE IT’S A CHORE SAW WHO YOU WERE THROUGH A CRACK IN THE DOOR TYPICAL TO THROW YOUR WEIGHT AROUND LYING THROUGH THE YEARS YOU TORE ME DOWN ANYBODY COULD BE ME SOMEHOW COULD BE ME TYPICAL TO THROW YOUR WEIGHT AROUND LYING THROUGH THE YEARS YOU TORE ME DOWN ANYBODY COULD BE ME SOMEHOW COULD BE ME NOW I SEE I SEE
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Brother 03:09
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WRITING TO SEE IF YOU’VE FORGOTTEN ME IN HELL TURNING TO ME WITH YOUR FIST UNDERNEATH YOUR CHIN THAT WAS THE LAST TIME WE SPOKE AND I HANDLED IT BUT I’M NOT PRETENDING I WOULDN’T GIVE EVERYTHING UP WANTED TO KNOW IF YOUR DAUGHTER HAD A GOOD BIRTHDAY BUT IF WHAT YOU’RE CRAVING’S A SLAUGHTER YOU CAN HAVE YOUR WAY CALL UNCLE PETE HE’S ALONE WITH THE TV STILL YOU’RE TELLING ME THAT YOU FORGOTTEN HIM AS WELL ALWAYS BEGINS AS A JOKE THEN I START TO YELL BUT I’M NOT PRETENDING I WOULDN’T GIVE EVERYTHING UP TO BE ALONE WITH YOU BROTHER TALKING IN OUR WAY I KNOW THE FEELING IS LOVE BUT WHY’S IT HARD TO SAY HERE WHEN YOU’RE GONE ONLY SONG I DON’T LIKE YOU SAID TO ME IT’S THE DAWN OF YOUR LIFE I JUST WANTED TO WRITE WRITING TO SEE IF YOU FORGOTTEN ME IN HELL
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Engines 02:54
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WHEN I WOKE TO ENGINES IN THE STREET THAT DAY YOU WERE KISSING HIM BETWEEN THE EYES SOME BITTER RECIPE A RIND SOME EMPTINESS I CAN’T DEFINE IT’S NOT THE EVENINGS THAT YOU GAVE AWAY OR HOW YOU HOLD THEM ALL THE SAME IT TEARS A HOLE IN ME TO KNOW I’M NOT THE ONE YOU’RE THINKING OF IN THE MOLD OF MARRIAGES YOU SEEN DECAY IT’S A RISK TO SHOW THE LOVE YOU HIDE SOME BITTER RECIPE A CHORE UNTYING ALL THAT CAME BEFORE IT’S NOT THE EVENINGS THAT YOU GAVE AWAY OR HOW YOU HOLD THEM ALL THE SAME IT TEARS A HOLE IN ME TO KNOW I’M NOT THE ONE YOU’RE THINKING OF HERE LOVE IT’S ALRIGHT EVERYTHING IS JUSTIFIED IN THE NAME OF THE WALLS THAT WE RAISE WHEN I WOKE TO ENGINES IN THE STREET THAT DAY
7.
Used To Like 03:30
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​​IN A RUSH IN A FIELD WITH YOUR HAND ON HER FACE LIKE A DOLL LIKE A DEAL TO FORGET MY NAME WITH A PALM TO THE EARTH AND YOUR LEGS IN HER LEGS WITH YOUR TEETH ON HER SKIRT IN A QUESTION MARK WANT TO KNOW WHY WANT TO KNOW WHY MAYBE YOUR BRAND NEW WITH HER BUT I KNOW WHAT YOU USED TO LIKE IN THE GLARE IN THE DIRT OF A PARKING LOT LIGHT YOU WERE THERE KISSING HER WITH A FULL TOOTHED SMILE TO THE WEST FROM THE PAST WITH YOUR HAND IN HER HAND SAW IT ALL THROUGH THE GLASS SITTING IN MY CAR WANT TO KNOW WHY WANT TO KNOW WHY MAYBE YOUR BRAND NEW WITH HER BUT I KNOW WHAT YOU USED TO LIKE CAME THROUGH THE LINE ALL QUIVERING AND ANXIOUS SHE LEFT YOU DRY YOU ASKED TO COME INSIDE BUT NOW THERE’S NO TIME WANT TO KNOW WHY MAYBE YOUR BRAND NEW WITH HER TRYING ON NEW SHOES TO BE SURE AND I HOPE THAT YOU LOVE WHAT YOU FIND BUT I KNOW WHAT YOU USED TO LIKE
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Bullseye 03:09
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IN THE END WE WERE SHADOWS GROWING THIN AS THE SUN FELL DOWN AFTER THIS NOTHING FOLLOWS SO SWING YOUR FIRSTS MAKE ME KISS THE GROUND THROW ME ON THE BULLSEYE THROW ME OUT NOW THROW ME IN THE RING AND TELL ME STRAIGHT AM I NO MAN? BITE THE BULLET AND SHOW YOUR HAND THAT’S THE LEAST YOU OWE IT’S ALL LOVE NOTHING MATTERS IF YOU GIVE UP THROW ME ON THE BULLSEYE THROW ME OUT NOW THROW ME IN THE RING AND TELL ME STRAIGHT THROW ME ON THE BULLSEYE THROW ME OUT NOW THROW ME IN THE RING AND TELL ME STRAIGHT THROW ME ON THE BULLSEYE THROW ME OUT NOW THROW ME IN THE RING AND TELL ME STRAIGHT
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You Never Fight On My Time 03:27
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WHY SHOULD I NEED TEARS IN MY EYES FOR YOU TO SEE MY OUTLINE TOO STUBBORN HATE TOO MANY TIMES FOR ME TO WAIT WHILE YOU REALIZE IT’S A FEELING IT’S A SWINGING KNIFE WHEN YOU NEVER FIGHT ON MY TIME MANY CEILINGS MANY GARDENS DRY WHEN YOU NEVER FIGHT ON WHEN YOU NEVER FIGHT ON MY TIME YOU PROMISED ME THAT YOU WOULDN’T LEARNING TO SEE THROUGH A GOOD LIE I WANTED TO LEAVE THE WAY WE DESIGNED NO PERFECT SCENE FOR A GOODBYE IT’S A FEELING IT’S A SWINGING KNIFE WHEN YOU NEVER FIGHT ON MY TIME MANY CEILINGS MANY GARDENS DRY WHEN YOU NEVER FIGHT ON WHEN YOU NEVER FIGHT ON MY TIME MY TIME I TRIED TO SYMPATHIZE BUT YOU WENT TO SLEEP THERE’S NO ROOM FOR ME IN THIS FIGHT IN YOUR LIFE IT’S A FEELING IT’S A SWINGING KNIFE WHEN YOU NEVER FIGHT ON WHEN YOU NEVER MANY CEILINGS MANY GARDENS DRY WHEN YOU NEVER FIGHT ON WHEN YOU NEVER FIGHT ON MY TIME
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Agnes 03:23
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DREW OURSELVES AN ARTIST’S LIFE (AGNES WAS YOUR SHINING LIGHT) NAKED IN THE DUNES ON FIRE ISLAND (BIKING THROUGH MONSOONS IN THE SUMMER) ON THE FIRE ESCAPE AT NIGHT (PUKING AT NOGUCHI’S SHRINE) BEGGING YOU TO TALK TO ME WAS I A PLACE TO HIDE WAS I A PLACE TO BE PROTECTED IS THAT THE WAY YOU LIKE TO REMEMBER ME IS THAT THE WAY YOU LIKE TO REMEMBER ME BATHED ME WHEN MY FATHER DIED (BINGE WATCHING WONG KAR-WAI) BARELY FUCKED OUR LAST YEAR TOGETHER (WHEN I HELD YOUR WEIGHT) PEMA FOR A HEALTHY MIND (WABI-SABI BOWLS OF RICE) BEGGING YOU TO TALK TO ME (WHO GETS KAYA WHEN YOU LEAVE?) WAS I A PLACE TO HIDE WAS I THE PLACE WHERE YOU SURRENDERED IS THAT THE WAY YOU LIKE TO REMEMBER ME IS THAT THE WAY YOU LIKE TO REMEMBER ME IS THAT THE WAY YOU LIKE TO REMEMBER ME IS THAT THE WAY YOU LIKE TO REMEMBER ME
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If There’s Time 02:23
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NOW THAT YOU ARE GONE AND ALL THE FURNITURE HAS CHANGED I WONDER WHEN I’LL KNOW IF THERE’S A FRIENDSHIP TO BE SAVED IS THERE TIME A SECOND TRY IS THERE TIME NOW MAYBE YOU WERE RIGHT I’M JUST AFRAID TO SEE THE END YOU SAID AFTER WE DIE THAT WE DO BEGIN AGAIN IS THERE TIME A SECOND TRY IS THERE TIME A SECOND TRY NOW I WOULDN’T MIND IT A SOFTER LINE NOW IS THERE TIME TO FIND OUT IS THERE TIME TO FIND OUT IS THERE

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released February 16, 2024

Produced by Daniel Noah Miller and Jack Hallenbeck
Mixed by Andrew Maury
Mastered by Joe Laporta

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